Life! Life! Life! what does it mean to have a life?

Life! Life! Life! what does it mean to have a life?

I've been bored for a long time. I want a lot of things... I want to explore... I want to understand people... i want to know what's happening in the city i live in.
but i accomplished none of those. Something stops me most of the time but mainly I refuse to go out because I thought it would be a waste of resources because I have a kid.
On second thought, maybe this time I'll wake that creativity in me and spice up my life. I need to go out. I'm not getting any younger.
Time is passing quickly and I'm left behind. It has been said that risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”