When October ends..!

October is almost done and november is fast approaching , KNK - kay ngano kaha?

November 1 and 2 is a holiday that candles are the primary weapon of the people - dagkot dagkot moves ba obyos kaayo..hahaha


by the way i have a short story to tell:

do you know that our life can be connected or can be express somehow to a holidays.

know why?

because if your happy - its equivalent to christmas

and if your sad - its equivalent to holly week

and if your inlove - its quivalent to valentines day

and if you look at your face in the mirror - its halloween.. peace...yow!

Tomodachi Sayounara!

Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hellos.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same.

I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You

I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You

I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.
I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing
love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.
Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.
In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because
I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

Life! Life! Life! what does it mean to have a life?

Life! Life! Life! what does it mean to have a life?

I've been bored for a long time. I want a lot of things... I want to explore... I want to understand people... i want to know what's happening in the city i live in.
but i accomplished none of those. Something stops me most of the time but mainly I refuse to go out because I thought it would be a waste of resources because I have a kid.
On second thought, maybe this time I'll wake that creativity in me and spice up my life. I need to go out. I'm not getting any younger.
Time is passing quickly and I'm left behind. It has been said that risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”